BELIEVE

Welcome back! It has been a minute since I’ve posted, but I’m back! I have been swamped with homework, college stuff, and everything else that goes along with life. This post isn’t like my other posts. I have never been more busy in my entire life than right now. Recently, I have had the worst anxiety worrying about college, grades, and relationships. I kept asking myself what am I doing wrong, and how do I make things better? I have been feeling like I have been giving 50% of myself to everything for the past few months. I felt like I could give more, and do more, yet I had almost a 4.0 GPA, and volunteered. I felt empty inside.

When I was 7 years old, I began going to a Christian school. I had “house” aka church every Wednesday’s and had bible homework almost every night. I started my relationship with God then, and grew more and more as I grew up. I never had doubts in God, I never stopped believing in him, and I never have turned my back on him. Giving up on the one person that never leaves wasn’t an option. This year has been my ultimate test on my faith. Questions revolving around why isn’t God here for me right now, and why is my life so difficult flooded my brain. As I journeyed my way through 2019-2020, I started pulling quotes from different passages in the Bible, and just spent time thinking and thinking. I stopped comparing myself to what my friends were doing, and how all my friends have boyfriends, And how well they did on the ACT, and everything else, and started focusing on my life, and what I do have, and what I need to do. Praying and talking to God again helped me get through everything. I don’t know why some roadblocks in your life can be bigger, and harder to overcome than others, but just keep going God has a plan in you. If you are reading this, and have doubts just know God has a plan, and you're going to end up where you need to be at the end of the day.

Some of my favorite Quotes during hard times in life are below.

“When all else fails, God doesn’t.” -Psalm 73:26

“Above all else, guard your heart” -Proverbs 4:23

“He has plans for you” - Jeremiah 29:11

“He is always with you” - Matthew 28:20